Thursday, May 31, 2012

Intro to my Ethnography Project...


        The man next to me on the train had engrossed himself in newspaper articles, (or pretended to,) and I watched the boy on the seat across from me restlessly rub his eyes and close them again, trying to sleep.  His effort was, of course, futile, as I knew for a fact that no one in our vicinity on the train could fall asleep with the cheerful noise the other students from my group were making.  They didn’t realize how loud they were, of course, or that their occasional bursts of laughter startled even me, but as I hadn’t noticed any signs of deep annoyance displayed blatantly across the faces of those near me in the train car, I decided it wasn’t necessary yet for me to walk down the aisle and hint to my fellow students that perhaps they aught to mute themselves a bit.
  We were a group of students from Georgia State in Atlanta studying in Switzerland for maymester, and we were on our way to Geneva.  I was the only one in the program who was not an applied linguistics student; I study English and art, and I was there for the simple fact that I find Switzerland stunning.  Last summer when studying in Madrid, a couple girlfriends and I took a weekend off to visit Switzerland, and I was utterly enchanted.  I remember writing a postcard in Lausanne to my parents, swearing that the next place I’d study abroad would be Switzerland.  I was kidding, of course, but now I thumb through the freshly printed pictures from the trip, pictures of my Swiss home, faces of new friends, of the verdant scenery - I returned, even if just for a month.  I was there.
  This trip, however, was decidedly different from the last one I took to Switzerland.  I’d signed myself up for a lot of work in a course I didn’t need just so I could come back.  I’d lived with a host family for three weeks, started to become a member of the family, and connected with them so thoroughly I’m embarrassed to admit I feel tears in the back of my throat whenever I read a new email from them.  I’d traveled alone this time, saw some stunning scenery and experienced some amazing things on my own, things I can’t really share with anyone else.  And then there’s the group I came with - they were a puzzle to me from the very beginning.  A puzzle I needed to solve if I wanted to be one of them.
  Enter ethnography project.  Each student must pick a microculture to study.  These projects will involve observation time and individual interviews.  Ethnography is all about studying a culture and trying to understand it by learning how to be a part of it.  I knew I’d be studying the students in my group anyway, whether or not I made it official.  I made up my mind.  “All right guys, hehe, um, who wants to be interviewed?”

Thursday, May 24, 2012

An article with Beni in it!! Anyone read German?

http://www.jungfrauzeitung.ch/artikel/66974/

If you click on this link and scroll down to the bottom of the web page, you'll see two photos of Beni! The guy I wrote about an entry or two ago. (We've been keeping in touch.) I personally find this article very interesting. Although I'm not sure what it says. I'm sitting here on the computer willing myself to understand this German gibberish.

Which is the same thing I do in the train in the morning - pretend to read the articles in the newspaper. I just sit there and stare: please, please let there be "bahnhof" somewhere in this mess of words; I can understand that.

(Bahnhof = train station.)

Some Swiss girls I met here made a card for me with pictures of us and presented it to me  a couple days ago with a pack of colorful pens - a going-away present!! Tonight I met them at the Mc Donald's in town, which was the last time I'll see them before I leave. I'm jealous of them getting to practice their English on me. Reminds me of practicing my Spanish. I wish I could practice German on them, but I don't know enough.

Tonight's my last night here in Grenchen. (On to Zurich tomorrow.) I have to say goodbye to the Christmas lights on the wall, the poufy, colorful blankets, the mattresses piled in the corner, Desperate Housewives playing on the computer in the next room. The people. This special freedom that Switerzerland seems to have - an odd mixture between city and country, responsibility and relaxation. A freedom I think I will miss.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

I'm in the kitchen right now, doing the dishes and cleaning up.  I can hear Esther & Ferenkeh in the other room, discussing plans they have for Monday.  By Monday I'll be gone.  Completely gone. Not even on the same continent anymore.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

I swear I have not forgotten to post.

It's more that so many things have happened, and that I still have to write papers for class on top of it all. So. I will hopefully compose and post at least one snazzy new entry sometime during the next 2 days.

Meanwhile, dear reader, I give you these enticements as hooks til the next post is available:

On Friday I meant to take the train to Grindelwald from Muren(sp?), but on my way to the train station I spied an intriguing little dirt path leading off the road. I decided to follow it for just a moment, however, I ended up spending the rest of the day there climbing trails that apparently only base jumpers use, and hanging out with Beni, this wonderfully nice, 25 year old closet-base-jumper who works as a paragliding instructor. We talked for a long time, sitting in a little cave in a cliff over a green valley. He told me about all these intense struggles he's been going through, also his passions and dreams in life. He really opened up. Then, before we left, he kissed me. He said that his brother (who died) must be watching over him, sending him this American angel. Dadgum.

I didn't know what to think;  I tried to write when I got on the train, but didn't know where to start. So I stopped and did what any sensible girl would do to cope - go to a store and senselessly spend money. (Just kidding, Mom, I only bought two magazines.) But seriously. It's something about giving your cash, permanently, to someone else, I think. You have to desensitize yourself to the handing-over-of-it, which makes it easier for you to desensitize you to whatever else is bothering your mind. Then, your only remaining feeling is happiness with your new stuff!! That's my clever theory.
Heh.

On Saturday I went to a barbeque hosted by Naomi, a smiley girl I met at a street fair/exhibition this week. I think mostly everyone at the BBQ was Christian. Some of them spoke understandable English, but most of what I heard was Swiss-German. I didn't feel very left out, though, somehow. I think I was at my most outgoing that night, because at the end of it they all seemed to like me. (Yay America.) Naomi told me it is 'such a good thing that I am so open,' and I have heard that Swiss people are generally more reserved, so maaybe I'm just "open" in comparison to them.

I hope all these sentence structures are correct. I don't want to know if they're not. Goodnight.